its been a long time

its been a very long long time since my last post . I feel sad because I’m not able to share the happenings in my sons 2nd birthday last june 26. Imagine that this blog was made 2 years ago but still dont have much followers haha! I know my blog seems to look nonsense for the others but i know i can make it a better blog as soon as i get a job. If i would have a job i guess i can by myself atleast a notebook and connection for a stable frequency of my nonsense blog. Hehe!


Nice to start our new year by opening our hearts and give each other a memorable sweet kisses.
I’m so happy that me and my husband are still together, I wish that there will be more years for us to cherish precious moments together with our beautiful son. I hope problems to come can be conquered by us.


HAPPY NEW YEAR! THANK GOD 4 THIS NEW YEAR! We (?) i mean I, have a great year passed . This new year 2013 i wish 2 have m0re prosperous year than the previ0us year. I hope my new year’s res0luti0ns will be followed until next year (also you guys , you sh0uld obey y0ur new yr’s res0luti0n.). I kn0w God will guide us everyday so just keep on praying. If you haven’t prayed yet start praying n0w and give thanks 2 God for the new year and new life that we have n0w. WELCOME 2013

first p0st for 2013

i hate our classroom!

gosh, i hate my school specially our room! its very crowded and very hot. i hate this feeling, my breast is full of milk, it hurts a lot ,then the room where i should stay for an hour is like this! its like we’re having a class on hell! i want to go home now but i can’t i will be having another class after my subject here on hell. wew, i need to release my breastmilk now coz it hurts a lot…

Late update! ‘ my baby’s birthday!

Last june 26,2012 , my baby Alex Zeus(A.Z.) had his 1st birthday celebration. We gave him a simple party , simple because of lack of budget. We held the party at our little home @ 4pm, we offered a mini buffet and turned on a music. The music was banging out while everyone enjoys the meal and celebrating the 1st year of my son’s existence. Not only us and visitors enjoys the party but also the birthday celebrant, he smiles , he eat and he dance together with his visitors. He doesn’t literally dance, but he waves his hands and arms just like he were dancing. My father bought him a cake as a gift to him, we lit the candle of the cake. A baby can’t make a wish and blow a candle by himself and so I did the wishing and blowing part for him. Before I blow his candle I made a wish, I wished him to have a good health, great wisdom and knowledge, and a good heart not only for him but also for the others. The celebration lasts for 8 hours, a big question of how it lasts for 8 hrs even though were having only 3 variants of foods only. Well it’s because of the visitors(boys), they contributed for buying their drinks(alcoholic drinks). The approximate number of bottles contributed by the visitors are 6 huge bottles of brandy. I as the host of the party I also provided 2 bottles. They all cheered for my baby and they are also thankful for him. Before the night ends we prayed, thanked and ask God’s blessings for him.

im back

im back!!!

I’m back! Sorry for being frozen this last few months, i’ve been busy with my studies while taking care of my baby after my class. It’s so hard to have a family at an early age, there are many hindrances that blocks your ways on pursuing your dreams, but anyway it is my own will that’s why I don’t regret it. Anyway my point is sorry for being absent on my blog, I just can’t spare some of my time because I’m a mom and a student right now. Hope you understand me.



Gotta press this right now. The day is about to end , I forgot that this day is the celebration of 9th month of my baby! Let’s celebrate this day!!

Az doesn’t seem to look so happy this day, maybe he doesn’t know that this day is his special day! He always cry geez I always get tired of carrying him to stop him cries.

Anyway at his 9th month I saw his 2nd growing tooth is fully grown. I’m so glad to see it ,hope his 3rd and upcoming teeth comes now. Excited? Yes! I’m very excited to see that he has complete teeth soon. I guess I’ll be waiting 2 years more for that.

I hope 2 months later he can already stand by his own!


my oh my !

38 days to go before my age loose the term “teen”. It only means that i will not be a teenager anymore. I don’t know if I should be happy or not after that birthday, because I feel so old if I’m turning to that age soon. What’s more about it is the age gap between me and my husband, it’s a bit embarrassing for me that I’m older with the guy I love. I don’t know if it’s really embarrassing but I still don’t think that it’s nice to hear that I’m 1 year older than him. Maybe it’s just true that “in love age doesn’t matter”. I hope someday I can finally accept the fact that I’m one year older that him. Haha I guess I’m just so excited on my birthday, coz it makes me crazy and think of many things that are so nonsense. :)